He Is There
8 July 2012, Age 17
“You will never understand the pain and heartache I experienced.
You will never realize how much hurt my soul had wracked upon it and how low I was in the pit of despair.
No matter how hard I try to explain it to you, no matter how hard you try to come to terms with my life story and try to feel or understand what I went though, you won’t be able to.
Ever. No one will… except My kind and merciful Savior, Jesus Christ, who was there going through it all with me every step of the way.
Every raging outburst, every stabbing pain I felt of guilt from the sins I’d committed, every tear that flowed from my tired eyes and fall to the ground of desolate wilderness,
He was there.
I was not alone; and neither are You.”
August 13, 2012
“The process was long and was hard and was quite an adventure
Yet I know it’s for people like me that Christ came
And I now follow His example and try to be a mirror to His perfect frame
And through His love and support I am able to wipe away all shame
The only way I could be who I am now is by going through what I did
And although it was painful I would walk that path a million times more
Because I have come to know my Savior and that He is my cure
I will never wonder if He is there, now I am sure”
